Busy busy

Well considering I am now unemployed I’ve been quite busy.

Saturday I went to have the lump removed. My surgeons said there was no point in draining it or testing it so they just removed it. I was under local anesthetic so that was rather strange as I couldn’t feel any pain but I could feel them tugging at my armpit!  I even got to see my very small tiny piece of lump they removed which was pink but with some dark bits in it.   They said it could be a rogue lymph node or a melanotic lesion.  This has left me slightly concerned.  But I am keeping optimistic as if there was anything really wrong the MRI would not have been clear!  I need to wait 8 days for my stitches to come out as they said it will take longer to heal from radiotherapy which as weakened my skin.

Monday I ran around various banks signing papers and paying money which I don’t really have to spare now thanks to my new situation.  I have to say, although a new door opens its not very nice when the other one slams shut in your face especially when you’ve been dealing with an illness like mine.  You’d much rather have support and understanding, but I guess that isn’t work related so I shouldn’t expect it. Even if I had worked there for 4 1/2 years.  These days some people just don’t care and this has been proven to me a lot recently.

Yesterday I went and arranged my sample to be taken to Nicosia. I just need to wait for it to be tested… Wont get results till next week some time.

I also went to the unemployment office and social security.  Its so embarrassing telling people you’ve been laid off.  I am 35 and the last time that happened was when I was 18.. I took my son with me which was a huge mistake as he run riot and shouted loudly as the room echoed.. I guess he likes the sound of his own voice as much as I do.. haha

My party celebrating life on Saturday night was fab.  About 10 of us ended up out till 4:30am so I was hungover for two days. But you know you had a good night when you loose your voice and are hungover for two days.. haha I won’t be doing that again in a hurry though.

Well that’s it for now.

Got an interview at 10:00am…. I feel optimistic about the new prospects in my life.